Rachael is not well. She caught cold today. She was really tired and has retired to bed early. This leaves me with a little time to reflect.

We’ve discussed marriage. We want to get married and both of us feel it makes a lot of practical sense to get married. Everything will be great. However, at the same time there is feeling that we shouldn’t rush. It’s a major decision after all. Are we mature enough? Are we ready? Well, we are mature and ready enough to give this some serious thought. But the decision is too big for us to be impulsive about it. Lets see what happens this MBA season. Then only a clearer picture will emerge.

Sometimes I am rude with her. Like today when she said that it wasn’t possible for her to come online. I think that when others don’t understand her it is all the more important that I do. I should support her when she can’t find any support. I have been very selfish at times. She is such a sweet girl! She has been with me through all good and bad times.

I realize all of this now.

Rachael I love you dear. And no matter what I’ll always be with you.